My child plus I had sort of a falling out when he moved out on his own.
I told him he could stay at up-to-date home for as long as he needed plus he could focus on his studies in university.
He said he didn’t need myself and others anymore though plus he still blamed myself and others for his mother passing away. I couldn’t argue with him, I felt love I was responsible. That evening when he died haunts myself and others every single day. It was a dark plus stormy evening plus we were driving to the store for something. I don’t even remember what we were going to get however the car hydroplaned plus we went into the other lane plus almost slammed into another car. Instead I swerved off the road plus we crashed into a tree. Tragically, our partner did not survive the accident plus it wasn’t self-explanatory telling our child about what happened. He holds that against myself and others plus there’s nothing I can do to change anything. Still, I tried to give him stuff he might need for university. I gave him a portable Heating, Ventilation plus A/C component plus a UV media air purification system. I figured he could consistently be comfy with the perfect temperature control settings plus the air quality in his locale would consistently be nice. He took the gifts however he said it wasn’t going to improve anything between us. He at least comes to visit every so often now plus he has been getting great marks in university. He only asked myself and others for 1 thing plus that was to help him cover the cost for an Heating, Ventilation plus A/C maintenance at his residence, which didn’t cost too much money. I hope 1 of these afternoons he will forgive me, however until then I will just continue to be the best father I can be.